the third sunday in lent
Shepherd
of the Hills Ev. Lutheran Church (WELS)
Replacing Excuses with Repentance
Exodus 3:1-8b,10-15
1 Now Moses was tending the
flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian, and he led the flock
to the far side of the wilderness and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. 2 There
the angel of the Lord appeared to him in flames of fire from within a bush.
Moses saw that though the bush was on fire it did not burn up. 3 So
Moses thought, “I will go over and see this strange sight—why the bush does not
burn up.” 4 When the Lord saw that he had gone over to look,
God called to him from within the bush, “Moses! Moses!” And Moses said, “Here I
am.” 5 “Do not come any closer,” God said. “Take off your
sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy ground.” 6 Then
he said, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and
the God of Jacob.” At this, Moses hid his face, because he was afraid to look
at God.
7 The Lord said, “I have indeed
seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out because of
their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. 8 So
I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring
them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with
milk and honey. 10 So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to
bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.” 11 But Moses said to God, “Who
am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?”
12 And God said, “I will be with you. And this will be the sign to you that it is
I who have sent you: When you have brought the people out of Egypt, you
will worship God on this mountain.”
13 Moses said to God, “Suppose
I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to
you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ Then what shall I tell them?”
14 God said to Moses, “I am who I am. This is what you are to say to
the Israelites: ‘I am has sent me to you.’” 15 God also said to
Moses, “Say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your fathers—the God of
Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob—has sent me to you.’ “This is my
name forever,
the name you shall call me
from generation to generation.
(NIV)
Can this be the same
individual? Did we really already
meet this meek shepherd who now appears before the Lord God full of fear and
awe? Do we know this timid tender
of sheep who cowers while covering his face to avoid looking at God?
Yes, we have met him before,
but we may not recognize him as he stands before the burning bush. No, when we met him previously he was a
cold-blooded killer. Unable to
control his zeal for his fellow Hebrews, in a fit of rage he stepped in and
murdered an Egyptian whom he witnessed beating down a fellow Hebrew. Thinking he had gotten away with it, he
hid the body in the sand so that no one would uncover his crime. But his plan began to unravel the very
next day when he discovered that someone had witnessed his act of murder. Word had gotten out, and after it did,
Pharaoh wanted Moses’ head. So he
fled to Midian.
That is where he was when the
Lord came to him and called him into service. And make no mistake, it was the LORD God himself in Moses’
presence when he was called. It
was God’s own voice that called to him, “Moses! Moses!” (v.4). Only
God’s involvement could explain the phenomenon of a burning bush that failed to
burn up. The flames were there,
but there were no ashes from burned leaves or branches. The flames were clearly there, but the
bush was not being consumed by them.
It was unmistakably God revealing himself to Moses. The demand that Moses slip off his
sandals in God’s presence was another reminder that being before God was to be
in the presence of holiness. Moses
knew it full well, as he hid his face “because he was afraid to look at
God” (v.6). There was no question – it was the
Almighty God of his ancestors who stood there calling to Moses.
Then God revealed the purpose of his visit. “The Lord said, “I
have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out
because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. So
I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring
them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with
milk and honey. So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to
bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt” (v.7-8a,10).
Ah, now if we have in mind the over zealous killer he was when first
met Moses, we should think he would be more than thrilled to be called on to
lead the rebellion, to throw off the Egyptian shackles of slavery and lead his
people to freedom. His action then
seemed to beg and scream for such an opportunity, to be at the front of the
fray and put an end to the savage abuse and mistreatment of his fellow
man. But perhaps the forty years
(cf. Acts 7) that had passed had changed him, because where we might expect his
eager and willing spirit to respond with a “Yes sir, at your service,” instead
we hear from the eighty year-old Moses, “Who am I, that I should go to
Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” (v.11).
Gone was the fiery zeal of his youth. It had been replaced with a spirit of humility, which time
tends to do to a man over the years.
Moses didn’t see himself being the caliber of individual that the Lord
needed to confront Pharaoh himself.
He didn’t feel he had the charisma or the charm or the personality that
people would want to get behind and follow. He must have thought to himself, “Who in his right mind
would get behind a simple shepherd, eighty years-old, no less, and why on earth
would Pharaoh listen to anything I’ve got to say?” At that point Moses’ reaction to God’s call stemmed from
feelings of humility and inadequacy.
But the longer the discussion between the LORD God and Moses went on,
Moses continued to rebut God’s responses with what he most certainly felt were
legitimate reasons for excusing himself from the task at hand. “Who should I say sent me?” “What if they don’t believe me?” “I’ve not been known to have a way with
words – what about my poor speech?”
Finally, Moses revealed his true colors when he begged, “O Lord,
please send someone else to do it” (4:13). At first
Moses’ reluctance appeared to be based in humility, feeling that he just wasn’t
cut out for it. But the longer he
questioned, his humility seemed to dissolve into doubt, as if to imply that he
didn’t feel that God really knew what he was doing in calling him to lead his
people out of Egypt.
So which was it, humility or doubt? Does it really matter?
Even humility at its core can represent a lack of trust, can’t it? Openly doubting is one thing, as it’s
pretty easy to connect doubt with a lack of trust in God, but humility is a
little more subtle. In lacking
confidence in himself, wasn’t Moses also lacking confidence – or not trusting –
God’s choice? It is a subtle dig at God, who obviously called Moses to lead his
people out of Egypt because he could do it. So for Moses to presume – even with a humble heart – that he
wasn’t the man for the job was tantamount to telling God that he made the wrong
choice and that he didn’t trust it.
So how did God finally get Moses off his duff and on his way? Well, if you skip toward the end of
their discussion, he made it clear to Moses that Moses was pushing it. “Then the LORD’s anger burned
against Moses…” (4:14). But even before that, God resorted to a
simple, yet effective method that he has used throughout history: he reminded
man who he was. When asked who he
should say sent him, “God said to Moses, ‘I AM WHO I AM. This is what you
are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.’’ God also said to Moses, ‘Say to the
Israelites, ‘The LORD, the God of your fathers – the God of Abraham, the God of
Isaac and the God of Jacob – has sent me to you.’ This is my name forever, the name by which I am to be
remembered from generation to generation’” (v.14-15).
“I AM.” Such a description
can only apply to the One who was, who is, and who always will be. I AM needs no introduction. I AM needs no referrals or
recommendations from men to establish his credibility or reputation, for I AM
was in existence before man was even around. I AM is synonymous with grace, mercy, and compassion, and
through Moses, I AM intended to showcase that mercy by bringing deliverance to
his enslaved sons and daughters of Israel. Through that deliverance I AM would also provide a picture
of the deliverance that would come through I AM in the flesh – the Savior,
Jesus Christ. And the I AM who
would come in the flesh is the very same I AM who had previously made himself
known to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.
The very same I AM who had given and applied his promises to their
ancestors was now making a promise to Israel, and just as he had with their
ancestors, so would he keep his promise to this generation as well.
We need to be reminded of who the LORD God is as well, because just
like Moses, we need a bit of an attitude adjustment periodically. While God hasn’t called us to the task
to which he called Moses, he has called us, nonetheless. He has called us to grow in his grace
(2 Pe. 3:18). He has called us to
serve one another in love (Gal. 5:13).
He has called us to take of his body and blood frequently (1 Cor.
11). He has called us to spread
the good news of Jesus to the ends of the earth (Mt. 28:19). He has called us to do and to be so
much for his kingdom.
And we’ve taken a page right out of Moses’ book and come up with every
excuse under the sun not to. Do I
need to list them all? No, just
look into your heart and you will see all the excuses right there. You’ve heard them all and you’ve used a
lot of them; I’ve heard them all, and I’ve used a lot of them. We might even try to call them
“reasons,” but God can see in our hearts that often times those are nothing but dressed up excuses. See, our sinful nature is so adept that
it can pass off an excuse and make it appear as a legitimate reason for
avoiding something that God has called us to. What’s funny – no, what’s sad – is that we think we’re
actually fooling God. Oh, we might
be fooling others around us, but we can’t hide what’s really in our hearts from
God. He knows an excuse when he
sees one, even if we think we’ve successfully disguised it as a legitimate
reason for neglecting our calling as children of God.
So what is the answer?
What is always the answer when it comes to soul-torching sin? Repentance. We quit with the rebellious excuses and replace them with
repentance. We confess that like
Moses, we don’t fully trust God’s choice in appointing us to live out the
calling attached to our Christian faith.
We admit that we’re frequently guilty of spending as much time trying to
wiggle our way out of our calling as we are of faithfully carrying it out.
And through that process of repentance, painful as it is, God quite
literally changes our hearts. He
transforms us. He adjusts our
attitudes. When we’re open enough
to admit our shameful excuses to him, he is gracious enough over and over and
over to quickly point our eyes in the direction of Calvary and remind us who he
is. Just as quickly as we expose
our sin before him, he is right there to dispose of it, assuring us that the
bitter suffering of Lent took place to forgive our excuses and pay them off
with the precious blood of Christ.
That is the beauty of being called by God into the Christian faith: we
are not called first and foremost to do, do, do; rather, we are called to be,
be, be – be forgiven in Christ
Jesus. And the greater awareness
we have of that reality, that in Christ Jesus and by his grace alone we are
forgiven and purified, holy and righteous, perfect and at peace, the more
natural it is for us to cling to our calling and faithfully carry it out. When we recognize that we’ve been
reconciled in Christ, the excuses have a tendency to disappear and the new life
in Christ inside each one of us delights to live out Christ’s claim on our
lives. Lord, help us to replace
the excuses with repentance, that in your forgiveness we might live joyfully
and freely to carry out our calling.
Amen.
“For the freer confidence is from one’s own works, and
the more exclusively it is directed toward Christ alone, so much better is the
Christian it makes.” (Luther)
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